Tangled in ghoulish nightmares,
pleasures grow heinous and perverse
becomes the fantasies.
Stomach wrenching paraphilia.
My sickest of all depravities spiraling out of control. Psychotic mind developing…

Illustrations sketched, scribbled, etched forever.
Severely punished to suffer in complete darkness
for days at a time traumatized.
Memories strobe and flicker.
Fiendishly molding my madness.
Anger distorting the psyche,
violent fantasies birth hellish realities.
sexual stimulus sadism.

Chaos to clockwork, murderous urges now repeating. Sexual cravings co existing in these deviant obsessions. Sickened at myself, the inexplicable savagery, I vomit violently violating, prolonged degree of suffering within their moribund.
Mutilated thoroughly,
post mortally depersonalized, defiling.
Ante mortem torture abnormal urge to fucking
obliterate and cause extreme bodily destruction.

Post mortem anatomical savagery.

Techniques for inflicting pain
are so extreme that they would beg to be killed.

(Solo: Hartman , Solo: Gordon)

Acts so disturbing that I myself am sickened
to even have contemplated.
The most heinous and sordid,
maniacal acts documented.
Mutilating sexual organs
then have my way w the pieces.
Vile, most severe, barbarism beyond psychopathic.
Acts of lunacy. A product of my own tragedies…

Disorganizing facial features.
Completely pulverized.
Homicidal overkill beyond comprehension.
The outcome from a Sanity Defeated
Severe mental trauma from a childhood abuse.

Often engaging in necrophilia,
exited at the cruelty, removal of genatalia.
Disturbing extremes for satisfaction…
Post anatomical savagery

Strangulation, viciously stab, and disembowel...
cannibalized and piquerism, the rush of adrenaline during the act of stabbing some ones throat
until you become physically exhausted but still find the strength to sodomize.
Driven by horrific engrams that
once seen from a childs eyes,
my only recollections are painful,
horrified, escalated...

Homicides Design…